Monday, November 16, 2009

Looking longingly at the wagon in the distance

I fell off it. As soon as I got bad clinic news. Despite knowing I was very newly sick, on 4 hours of sleep, etc etc... down I went. I actually feel quite good today. As "tmi" as this might be, I also notice that my lungs feel about 60% worse when I'm nearing that time of the month. Anyone?

While not meaning to give you my schedule, that would put me at peak lung time for the next 2 weeks or so. I should get back to clinic while things are in my favour. And back on the wii. And back on my puffers and meds.. aye.....

I'm finding everyone elses stresses are weighing down on me lately too. Maybe because some of them do in fact, involve me. Doesn't it feel sometimes like we should be exempt from stress because of having to already deal with CF? I used to think I pretty much was. Sometimes I wish I had the power to resolve everyones issues. Sometimes I think I WOULD if I had the energy.

Best of luck with everyone else during this crazy season.

2 comments:

  1. Get back on that wagon M, it may be hard to run and catch it but it's worth the effort. As Natalia said to you, try not to focus on everyone else and fight your own fight.

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  2. Hey I get that too, I get really out of breath around that time of month and sometimes even notice my oxygen levels drop a bit... weird.

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